Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Tough

Two break ups in a row. I'm starting to think that summers are very dangerous things. Both break ups happened during the summer! And both of them are something I didn't want...

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. And the not so tough walk out on you. The worse part is, you start hurting more when you pay for something that you didn't ask for. Especially when you've grown so much.

I'm so angry. I hate this crap. This time around, I didn't even do anything wrong at all. People just tend to give up on me. In the end, some people are really just very selfish. Here I was, investing so much in yet another relationship, and get nothing in the end.

Sigh.

How come Karma's kicking my ass instead?

Monday, July 27, 2009

My True Goals In Life

I want to have a stable job so I can provide for my future family.

I want to be a good father and husband.

I want to die without any debts on my name.

That's it really.

*****

My time will come...

Sunday, June 21, 2009

Some Summer Fun

So I visited Caroline during my birthday, and... IT WAS AMAZING! She took me to an airshow, baked a cake for me, made breakfast and dinner, and took me out to a movie! SHE MADE ME SO HAPPY! Even though I was only there for 1 night, she made everything worth it.


At Ontario beach, during the airshow.


With our geeky 3D glasses after watching Disney's "UP"!

*****
And then she came up to see me and stayed at my place for 4 nights. On her second day, I took her to South Street Seaport, and then crossed the Brooklyn bridge, and then grabbed a bite to eat at Grimaldi's (the original coal brick oven pizzeria in new york city) - BEST PIZZA I'VE HAD SO FAR! And then I took her to the ice cream factory by the bay, and watched the Manhattan skyline. On her third day, I took her to Coney Island, we walked the boardwalk, tried Nathan's Original Hot Dogs, went to the New York Aquarium and rode the Cyclone (one of New York's oldest rollercoasters).


On the Brooklyn bridge, looking like an 8 year old boy who just got his XBOX 360!


The Manhattan skyline right behind us


After our ride on the Cyclone.

*****
The struggles are worth it. The battle is worth fighting. I'm on the path to victory.

After all, she is worth it.