Neil S. Reyes...
no one knows this blog anyway.
just feel like losing it. i didn't make it to the finals. the piano auditions were great cos apparently, the judges liked my playing. oh well. i guess i'm really just not good enough.
looked over some old emails. wow. i can't believe some of them. i've stored soooo much email. some memories were beautiful, mesmerizing, and some painful. i'm getting old...
i don't know what to do to you... i just love you so much. i feel like i can die happy right now at this moment. and i don't even care if i went to hell. cos being loved by you was already heaven...
About Me
- Neil
- Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy. Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born into Eternal Life.