change.
change is the only constant thing. and i find myself adapting to something new all the time. i dont know how easy it is for you, but its pretty tough for me. its fun in its own way, but it gets tiring at times. but over all, its worth it.
i've spent many hours thinking about you. cant really seem to get you off my mind. you flood even my prayers. haha. i pray that as the days pass by, we'll be brought closer to each other. i seriously am lost on what your plans are to pull this one off... and everytime i speak and console you about it, you just seem to blow. could be a variety of reasons. one being trust. but i hope you dont take it personally everytime i ask, because i'm not trying to offend. i'm trying to understand. that's all. being impatient comes later. and that's a weakness i need to fight. i'm sorry for showing so much weakness. i didn't mean to hurt you with anything i said.
i'm just counting days now, really. i just cant wait for that day to arrive where i'll be so excited i could pee in my pants. i've been thinking about it the whole day. the times we'd spend together, and everything.
anyway, i love you too baby.
About Me
- Neil
- Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; where there is sadness, joy. Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; For it is in giving that we receive; it is in pardoning that we are pardoned; and it is in dying that we are born into Eternal Life.
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