THE RIGHT ONE.

THE RIGHT ONE.

after more than 6 hours being on the phone with May, i've realized something...
we're crazy. lol. but it's as real as it can get.

how are we able to do such a feat? i duno. there are so many things we share. and its always non-stop. and i just love every single bit of it. i would work to make this relationship carry on until the end of our lives. no ending. not at all. i'll be an "irritating shadow". hehe.

so she prayed with me. and i was so touched with the way she prayed. it was simple, but i could tell from the sound of her voice that the amount of faith she has in the Lord is tremendous. it has been a long time since i prayed with someone. and in fact, it was her first time praying with someone. but although we were both "rusty", we felt very good afterwards. our relationship is based on many things, and one of them is our faith in God. we know how He has helped us along our journey. if it wasn't for Him, we wouldn't have met.

"if two or three are gathered in My name, there I will always be..."

and then the "stare". i've realized many times in our journey how much i need her. but at times like those, my heart cries. why? i duno exactly. but it cries. it just does. but in May's on way, she's always able to calm my eccentric spirit. she's always able to reach out and keep me warm. she has this power to reassure my heart that it is in her safe hands. she gives little words, but gives plenty of her own heart. and from then on, it's just mutual. it really is wonderful. there is no one in this world that i have been able to connect with, to such a point where not much words need to be exchanged.

maybe it's love? then again, it could be love. no wait. it is.

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my love, the support and guidance you've given me is priceless. it is so valuable that i will be keeping it with me forever. i'm sorry for the times i've been "bad". and also for those times that i've hurt you. i didn't mean to. but love, i thank you for the wisdom you've shared with me. also, and most importantly, i thank you for the love you have been showering upon me. your patience is outstanding. a crappy person like me is just so hard to deal with.

but look at us. we're so strong. and we're growing stronger each day. we've been giving each other opportunities to grow. how lovely is that! not many can do that. but you and i have done so. and that makes us cherish each other even more. -smile-

i'm just really proud to be yours...
i'm so proud to be with you...
and i'm just so proud of you...

i just love you so much, May. i love you.

6 hours? that's nothing. i bet we can do more. if there's a will, there's a way? haaa!
if there's LOVE, there is already a path that's paved with gold...