The Sun Rises Without You

There are so many things in our life that we cannot control... ultimately, we have the most control over ourselves. And in this point in my life, I'm starting to realize more about the way I think, feel and process things in my head.

I suppose its a new beginning. I'm treading carefully.

Got myself a car! It's pretty sweet. I'm trying to get it pimped out... first on the list are performance parts. Then focus on getting rims, and then after that... A NEW CAR? hehe. A Chevy Camaro wouldn't be too bad. hehe

I got a Chevy Cobalt, '05 Coupe. 2.2L, I-4, 16 Valve engine, produces about 145 hp @ 5,600 rpm. 32 miles a gallon on the highway, about 26 in the city. 0-60 mph in 9 secs - which really isn't that bad for my first car. It has a spoiler too, which makes it look kinda cool.

I'm thinking about replacing the intake first, and then the exhaust. I'm not sure what else I can put in there to help it perform better. Besides, I need to save up anyway. After installing these parts... I'm off to save up for rims. I'm thinking maybe a 17-18' hypersilver? We'll see. They're really expensive.

*****

I really student-teaching. I hope I'm doing a good job at it, and hopefully the kids like me.

At least my focus is pouring down on the kids, teaching, and my car.

Car

Getting a car is stupid stressful. I hope to get one that would fit my persona though.

And yes, I put a down payment on a Chevy Cobalt '05. That fits.

I hope it all works out.

Tough

Two break ups in a row. I'm starting to think that summers are very dangerous things. Both break ups happened during the summer! And both of them are something I didn't want...

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. And the not so tough walk out on you. The worse part is, you start hurting more when you pay for something that you didn't ask for. Especially when you've grown so much.

I'm so angry. I hate this crap. This time around, I didn't even do anything wrong at all. People just tend to give up on me. In the end, some people are really just very selfish. Here I was, investing so much in yet another relationship, and get nothing in the end.

Sigh.

How come Karma's kicking my ass instead?