Babble

If there was a drug that I can take to help me stop thinking too much, I'd take it. My friend told me that the drug is already available, and it is called "dope". Funny.

Someone suggested that I should go for counseling, and I thought it may be a good idea. Some people out there may think I'm crazy, but actually, lots of non-crazy people go for counseling all the time. Couples go for counseling, people who are having a tough time go for counseling, etc. Funny thing is, once I get in the room with a counselor, and he or she asks me, "So, what can I do for you?" I would probably say, "I want to stop thinking." But what the heck. It wouldn't be the first time if I went for counseling. And it helped last time, I don't see why it won't help me this time.

I tend to over-analyze. I just want to be able to control it. It is both a blessing and a curse.

My doctor still hasn't figured out what's wrong with me. But at least we already ruled out some other things that could have been terrible. I need to write out all the symptoms that I'm having, perhaps that would help her connect the dots.

So, yeah.